Mianne

Hey, what's going on with you guys? I haven't heard much other than it's raining and you need nickmans and that Eri is going to be okay, not that that last bit is anything little of course.

I seem to have gotten a bit older too.

He's planning something. Of course he's planning something, he always does. It will be alright. It will be great fun, I'm sure. As long as he doesn't...

We've been at a standstill for so long. I realize that. But the next step scares me.

But he keeps trying to get my out of the store. Which really isn't going to happen right now, because everyone has spring fever and wants to get good food, even though it's hardly spring at all. Some people just have no patience, not that I can blame them because who wouldn't want good, homegrown food, instead of the stuff we need to import during the winter. It never quite tastes the same.

Some customers are just...a little crazy. First there was this guy who wanted about a million things all at once. It was so bad that we actually had a line up to pay behind him. We never have line ups, at least not of more than a two or three people at the most.

Then there was the lady who had to go through everything we have to find what looked the freshest. I tried to explain to her that pretty much everything comes at the same time, but that didn't stop her.

And then there was that scary looking guy. At least he left fast enough.

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8 days.

Alright, so his leave starts in just under two weeks and lasts for two more.

I'm excited, I am, really. It will be great to see more of him. But...I know him and I know he'll be planning something.

Dragons, how long do I am I going to feel like this? Second guessing everything. It's ridiculous and I know it. But I just keep doing it and I don't know how to stop.

I don't It will be fun.

This is why I don't want to go out there. It's much safer at home.

I shouldn't let it upset me so much. It's not my tragedy and it's not fair to make it mine.

I hate horses.

Hey, uh...what's up with you guys? You've been pretty quiet for awhile, especially you, Eri. I don't even thing I can remember the last time you wrote anything.

Not that I've been writing that much either, of course, but you're the ones on an exciting trip to a strange new land~ Well, maybe not Reiz, but the rest of you.

Sometimes I really can't believe how long it's all been. Since my journal decided to get all magical. Since Halster and I finally... It's weird.

And because it's been so long, I can't help thinking that, well...I don't know. I guess I don't really want to say it because as long as I don't say it then it means I can pretend I don't know.

I don't know what I would say if he...

This year, I need to watch out extra close for ice, so Grandpa doesn't fall again. I really don't want to repeat that whole experience, it really wasn't that much fun.

I'm sorry, okay? I don't want to be the type of friend who just preaches at someone and acts high and mighty and all that. But I also don't want you to get mixed up in something serious and get in a lot of trouble or anything like that.

But I'm also sure that you wouldn't do something that would cause that. Or at least I want to be sure.

And I miss you guys a lot.

Though maybe that's not such a bad thing~

You probably don't even have your journal, but still, what are you doing?

I'm beginning to think that maybe Halster actually just lost his journal and this whole "busy" line is just an excuse to cover for it. That sounds like him to me~

That wasn't so bad. It really wasn't. So why can't I shake the feeling that they don't like me?

Well, maybe they like me alright, but not with Halster.

I knew this was going to happen, I knew it. It's why I always-

Okay, okay, I can do this. Stop being afraid about nothing.

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I'm having dinner with Halster's family tomorrow night. It should be pretty exciting. I haven't really met them before, not officially.

I'm

I can't wait.